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Christina’s World When the attack finally happened, it was almost a relief. Knowing all these years that the city was full of crazies, and who knew what kind of demons lurked behind the eyes of the guy beside you on the subway, Jacob had been rehearsing violence in his mind day and night. Slippery moves to break a hold, parts of your body never associated with fighting suddenly come to life like wolf eels lurching out of rocks in the city aquarium, inflicting deadly pain to the tenderest places on the other guy. You need to know how to use your hands, his brother Andy used to say, if you want to live in the city. Throw a punch, you do it like you mean it. He’d lie in bed half-asleep, fighting. His assailant would have him in a chokehold or a headlock, his arms slick and fishy, armpits smelling like a Sloppy Joe. Sometimes he wrestled all night while the enemy did some kind of shape shifting, changing into all these different people. Always he turned the tables, snapped a finger, elbowed a throat, heeled an instep, head-butted a nose, gouged an eyeball. You use the guy’s own weight against him, bring him down, and hold on for dear life. So, when the real thing came, right before the violence started, it felt more like a dream than those reveries did. It felt like there was a cliff he’d decided to jump off. This wasn’t the kind of world Jacob would have designed if it were up to him. It was just the way it is. Big fish cruise the East River all day eating small ones. Chicken hawks lurking above the schoolyard tear the throats out of songbirds. Even in the soil lab where he worked minimum wage, you’d see spider-like monsters under the microscope constantly tearing the limbs off their prey, devouring them alive before they also got eaten. You think it’s peace and love making things grow, Cheney, his boss, asked. No. Continuous violence, microbial fighting and eating and shitting and decomposing, that’s the recipe for fertile soil. It’s how you get a good crop, and how we make money to buy pepperoni sticks. Cheney, who had him by about fifteen years and a hundred pounds of fat, carried. It was loaded and wedged above the crack of his ass. Wouldn’t it make sense for Jacob also to carry concealed? Take the course if you want, get a permit, do it legal, you’re such a Goody Two Shoes. Could be. But Jacob always felt like the real Good Guys didn’t do that. No offense, Cheney, but guys that do that end up killing innocent people or getting it turned on themselves. He’d read enough stories to know this. A gun is pulled, it’s like a sign: Somebody’s Going to Die Here. Who knows which crazies in your midst are also carrying? Or some scared trigger-happy cop? No. Better to use your hands, like his brother said. And so, when it finally happened, the guy asked, You want some of this? No, he didn’t want any of this, and Jacob could have turned his head and hurried off, but instead he put a hand on the guy’s arm and felt himself falling off the cliff. The city had always intrigued him. Of course, he’d seen museums and ballgames as a kid, in high school snuck into strip clubs and a few other sleazy places with Andy and the guys. You come of an age where you have this insatiable hunger, and you think you could do just about anything anywhere in the world. Then it kind of zeroes in on a few possibilities. College, marriage, a scheme for making bank, freedom from your family, crazy trips you plan with your buddies. Then something really shit happens, and the city becomes the place you escape to. And that’s mostly because you’re anonymous. What is it, ten, twelve million people rushing past each other, trying to survive? Jacob wondered how many of the ones he passed were escaping some kind of shame, some ugly thing from home. There was going to be blood, obviously. The guy was twice his size, and he had a partner, and he and his friend had the woman down on her hands and knees. Jacob put a hand on the big guy. This was in ’76, the Bicentennial Hoopla year, and Manhattan was nuts. He lived in a one-bedroom with three college boys who’d advertised for another roomie to cut costs, but he spent more time now with Jenna and her mom and daughter. Jenna was trying to carry a coffee and biscotti along with a squirming baby, and he gave her a hand, and that’s how it started. You carry her, I’ll carry the stuff, he said, and she laughed and thanked him, and a few minutes later they were talking. And this was the thing: it seemed like they both loved to talk to each other about everything under the sun right from the start, even though he was coy about family stuff while her family was on display like a diorama. And this was the other thing: Roxie. Jenna’s three-month baby slept on Jacob’s chest, and the warmth of that baby’s head on his flannel shirt was like nothing he’d ever felt, and he kept wondering how her baby-daddy, or any breathing human being, could have slunk off and missed out on holding Roxie. So, they were involved. They were seeing each other. He was coming by the house in Queens after work, getting real food from her mother Jane, holding her daughter Roxie, and listening to Jenna’s dreams of being an artist and a writer. Listening to Roxie’s snuffling breaths, watching her eyes move under those tiny lids. She’s dreaming, Jenna said. That’s REM sleep. What about, he asked. Probably milk, she laughed. That’s kind of her whole world, my boobs or the bottle. He couldn’t help looking at her boobs, and Jenna laughed again and he knew he was blushing. Maybe she dreams about things we don’t know, he said. Yeah. Jenna’s eyes got moist. There’s a kind of wisdom there, like she has an old soul, you know? He knew, and he didn’t know, or he knew it was true, but he didn’t understand how it could be true. They had no privacy, his place or hers, and neither of them owned a car to park somewhere in the dark. He heard Jenna and her mom argue about it once, my house, my rules young lady, you will not be alone with a man, and it made Jenna crazy, so they worked out something even crazier: Fridays when Jane was at work, and Cheney gave everybody a long lunch so he could shoot the bull with his buddies and drink a few beers, Jacob caught a taxi and hoped Roxie would stay content in her crib long enough for them to have sex. It worked slightly more than fifty percent of the time. What made him finally open up to her? It could have been the lovemaking, Jenna’s gorgeous nude person wrapped around him in her childhood bed while the baby slept a few feet away and their cries of pleasure had to be swallowed, except that, of course, once they were done, he had to dash out of there and catch another cab. Or it could have been one of their midnight talks, whispering into phones, when she kept prompting him to tell her about how he ended up where he was, even though he had so little privacy. But it ended up being a famous painting. They were wheeling and lugging Roxie, who was nine months old now and a squirmy crawler, around the MOMA, Jenna’s favorite place in the world. People crowded around some of the most famous ones, like the starry night and the Campbell’s Soup cans. To see them right in front of you was something, and the sheer number and variety was at once exhausting and thrilling because you notice the brushstrokes and texture in ways he’d never imagined. You feel the colours come out of them and hit you. Jenna froze in front of one that was more subdued, it seemed kind of ignored or overlooked compared to lots of the others, even though he knew it was famous and he’d seen pictures of it. Christina’s World, by Andrew Wyeth. A young woman in a weird kind of prone position leaning on her arms out in the dry grass, out on the prairie or something, seen from behind. Oh God, Jenna said. Oh God. And he felt it, and maybe Roxie felt it in his arms because she held still a moment. Jacob thought it told a story that was so lonely and beautiful and sad. She was looking toward the farmhouse and the endless sky, and she was scared. That same downtown coffee house where they met, he started to open up as Jenna talked about the painting and nursed Roxie under the changing blanket. So, he said, my dad kicked me out three years ago and won’t ever let me set foot in the house again. I talk to my brother and my sister, sometimes with my mom if she thinks it’s safe, but he’ll have me arrested if I try to come home. He’ll call the cops on you? He is a cop. He’s also an abusive drunk, he said to himself. He’s also the guy who held him and Andy on his lap at Yankee Stadium on some of the happiest days of his life. What did you do, Jacob? Basically? The whole thing was building up for years. Specifically? I took his Corvette, which he loved more than anything in the world, for a drive without his permission and wrecked it. Oh shit, my dad would have blown up, too. He left when I was seven, but I remember his temper. Did you try to make it up to him? Not really. He started beating on me before I could. Shit! Did you hit back? No. I thought about it, but I didn’t. He thought about it. All those nights fighting in his dreams, the months he took karate and learned how to hit and fall and break holds, the shape shifting enemy would become his father, and Jacob would put him down. Crack his windpipe, kick his knee out. Hold on for hours. Let me go, you little shit, his father would snarl under him, but Jacob would say, I will not let you go. Jenna pulled him in, right there in a coffee house while she was nursing. She kissed his ear and whispered that he was good, and he felt like he could pick them both up in his arms and the chair they were sitting in, he felt that strong. And it was that night that it happened, after the museum and pot roast with Jane and Jenna’s sister’s family, late after getting off the bus, when he heard the woman scream. And a couple of people hurried off. You want some of this? The big guy was on top of her while the other one stood near her head. Jacob felt weightless. He took the man by the arms and lifted him off her before something smashed his face. The blow crushed his nose and sent a piece of his glasses into his eye socket. It caused his feet to leave the ground. He thought about dying there, a couple blocks from the safety of his front door. He thought about not seeing Jenna holding Roxie’s hands when she takes her first steps in a few months. Andy and Mom and Sis dragging Dad to his funeral. He felt Roxie holding still in his arms as they gazed at the painting. Bone and cartilage crushed and maybe driven into his brain. He remembered a Little League game when Derrick was sick and Coach told Jacob to take centre field, how he ran so fast across that expanse of green when a ball was hit. He landed on his back and rolled to his feet in the karate stance. In the shadows and without his glasses, he couldn’t see the two men’s faces clearly, but he watched them back pedal with the woman’s purse and run off. It sounded like she was running and yelling somewhere behind him. A few seconds later, he sat against a lamppost. Other voices, and then a hand on his shoulder, and people gasping and swearing about his face, and a wad of napkins or something pressed to it, and the woman crying and thanking him. Somebody said paramedics were coming, and another woman’s voice asked how he was. How he ran so fast and the ball almost disappeared in the sky before it came down into his glove, like it was the most natural thing in the world. I think I’m good, he said. John Addiego John Addiego lives with his wife and near his daughters in Portland, Oregon and spends much of his time joyfully taking care of a baby granddaughter. He has a new story in the spring 2026 issue of Solstice Literary Magazine and has published two literary novels with Unbridled Books, The Islands of Divine Music (a novel in stories) and Tears of the Mountain, as well as one mystery with Oak Tree Press, The Jaguar Tree.
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Archetype The boy, mounted on a white, shaggy, big-as-a-horse, fearsomely tusked, red-eyed, fire-snorting boar, rides serenely through the heavens of night, Self as dark as the sky, under the blood moon of awakening, full, round, mature, and whole, before them the blue flower of wisdom, four eyes of insight and four arms of power, the number of completion. In harmony, they move through the night of the unconscious, the Shadow faced, tamed, and harnessed, unconscious made conscious, reborn through the labours of the ancient sage. I dream of this dream of archetypes of night while i clean grimy salt and snow off my auto and the day is full of the Shadows of beastly leaders. Benny Charles Marcus Benny Charles Marcus is a mostly unpublished poet and retired professor of sociology currently studying literature, consciousness, and the self. He lives in Willistown, PA, with his lovely wife, Marian. Join us for a unique experience as we explore the poetry, music, and art of Canadian legend Leonard Cohen. Cohen was once known as the "godfather of gloom," penning some of the most stunning poetry and song lyrics of our time. We will discuss Cohen's themes of human relationships, love and loss, the human condition, faith, and art through his own work and his biography, and take inspiration from his creations and art related to his themes. This two-session program includes feedback on two poems or stories. If you aren't familiar with Cohen, join us for a journey of discovery. If you're a longtime fan, don't miss this special opportunity for in-depth discussion and creativity. Dance Me to the End of Love: the art, poetry, and music of Leonard Cohen
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Join us for a unique experience as we explore the poetry, music, and art of Canadian legend Leonard Cohen. Cohen was once known as the "godfather of gloom," penning some of the most stunning poetry and song lyrics of our time. We will discuss Cohen's themes of human relationships, love and loss, the human condition, faith, and art through his own work and his biography, and take inspiration from his creations and art related to his themes. This two-session program includes feedback on two poems or stories. From Atop This Copper Chalice Bow low, figs and almonds. Roses, bend your stems. I defeated peony, vanquished larkspur, left slain pastry snakes in my wake. Their blood will slake my thirst. Defy me at your peril, iris, daffodil. You’ll feel my spear once I dispatch this insolent tulip. Tracy Royce Tracy Royce’s poems have appeared in The Mackinaw, MacQueen’s Quinterly, and ONE ART. Her work has been nominated for Best Small Fictions and a Pushcart Prize, and was selected for Best Microfiction (2026). She lives in Southern California, where she enjoys hiking and watching Richard Widmark films. Find her on Bluesky. Desert Trash Georgia, draped in black, scans the desert in severe absorption of the sun, eyes beading beneath her Stetson crown to glimpse near mounds, far peaks, the telltale gleam of bleached bone, antler shed or skull, pelvis, vertebrae of Diné livestock shot to rot for the colonization of landscape. She paints, on canvas, the desert’s leavings with the velvet intimacy of extraction smoothing harsh form, rigid aridity, into erotic undulations, sandstone blood-let to peach furring the rack-studded sky pioneering her iconography of omission, her ownership of Diné homeland. She called them, her treasures, boney trash, objets d'art deployed in remaking desert landscapes free of the living, morphing over time into myth, commodity, cliché as the Diné endured, endure continuing, as always, home and away, to pray. Camille LeFevre Camille LeFevre crafts poetry and creative nonfiction, and teaches writing workshops on art and place, from her home on the unceded lands of the Hisatsinom, Yavapai, and Apache in Northern Arizona. Her essay, “Body Topography,” published in The Dodge, was selected for the 2026 Best of the Net Anthology. Her first poetry collection, Sandstone and Kin, will be published in Fall 2026. Her work also appears in Poets for Science, wildscape.literary, Feral: A Journal of Poetry and Art, Metphrastics, Fugue, Unleash Literary, Electric Lit, Brevity Blog, and other publications. She’s thrilled to have her work, once again, in The Ekphrastic Review. Caribou Crimson soil nourishing leaf and stem, with colours unreal, almost remembered. Sunlight pours a milky wash – balm-warm against my hand. Fragrant ripples through the breeze, an accord that holds. Fruity hints pull deep within: a taste just shy of reach. Clicks spark in the grasses, whistles thread the branches – a chorus clean but unkept. Calls pop in summer’s chamber. Her stance now steady on supple loam, antlers thin into light. Contours softened, yet sure, watching me, poised – both held in the stillness she allows. Esat Alpay Esat Alpay is an emerging poet based in the UK, currently studying poetry at City Lit (London). His work is informed by an academic background (and career) in the Psychology of Education and Engineering Education. Gable and Apples This too was in my mind: a branch laden with apples, just apples God-brushed red, glorified with Lake George dew. How or why they became more — two couples, two equations in private conversation — I don’t know. Perhaps they posed for me, and why not with such a backdrop? Gabled roof, scalloped stripes and shutters. I felt her beside me savouring the fruit as I had. Tina Barry Tina Barry is a former textile designer who transitioned from creating visual art to making pictures with words. Her poetry and short fiction can be found in The Ekphrastic Review, Rattle, SWWIM, and The Best Small Fictions 2020 and 2016. She teaches at the Poetry Barn and Writers.com. Female Nude (I Love Eva) I say she’s naked, but if this is a female nude (Pablo Picasso says this is a female nude) I’ll try to love and try to love it. A female nude, who the painting might love, isn’t Eva, who never stood nude, let alone naked, long enough for rectangles and lines and half circles. A female nude of rectangles and lines of half circles of red, yellow, blue, orange, green, peach, (this is a boring list), isn’t a boring list, but a painting Pablo called Female Nude (I Love Eva) only in French. I don’t love Eva or French (like Stein I love American!) or this female nude, but Susie, who gets nude and loves rectangles of lines and half circles and red of orange, yellow, green-peach of blue, and who, like most nude females or female nudes, isn’t Eva. All things are shapes and colours deep down in the Evas in each of us hanging in frames on our museum walls. Our nude faces break like plates--a nose here, lips there, one eye too many--but we want to be loved anyway. It’s the same Eva from a different angle and it is the same Eva from a different angle. It is and it is the same love of boring lists made beautiful. When I called Susie “Eva,” which is better than calling her “Pablo,” she turned into a boring list. But boring isn’t boring when it’s a painting, and I love her, Susie of Eva, and Pablo with his caritas of sand and orange of oil and charcoal, and I love her and red of yellow of blue of peach of green, O, Eva! Eva! Eva! Eva! Eva! Matt Zambito This poem first appeared in Another Chicago Magazine and in the author's book, The Fantastic Congress of Oddities. Matt Zambito is the author of The Fantastic Congress of Oddities, and two chapbooks, Guy Talk and Checks & Balances. New poems are forthcoming in Tampa Review, Slipstream, Freshwater Literary Journal, Sierra Nevada Review, and elsewhere, and he’s received awards from the Ohio Arts Council, the Greater Columbus Arts Council, and the Academy of American Poets. Originally from Niagara Falls, he has lived in Ohio, Idaho, Washington, and New York, where he now resides with his rescue dog, Sadie. We are pleased to announce a new Zoom reading series! Join us for our second event on Tuesday, June 9, 2026. We have a stellar lineup of ekphrastic contributors. Electric Ekphrasis will present five readers each session, with an extra half hour after the readings for audience questions and community conversation. To sign up, send an email to [email protected]with ELECTRIC EKPHRASIS in the subject line. You'll get a zoom link a few days before each reading. Free to attend! Please share this page and celebrate our amazing writers far and wide. The Fear and Grit of Woman She packs clothing made of pine and wenge wood: two shirts, a cap, a strand of prayer beads, and holy book wrapped in cloth. What lies under grains of fabric? Is this refugee baggage from one woman leaving her native country a vestige of what’s permitted? It’s not that she didn’t know someone could pry open her honey-coloured suitcase with the quilted lining made of heartwood and sapwood, delve straight through to her centre. She holds the key and has scored the grain for narrative. Although pine is easier to work with, she sands and sands the wenge with fine grit paper, adds pale stain as gold as toasted coconut while secrets hide tucked inside side pockets. Her finger traces grain along seams and collars of folded shirts. She inhabits tensile strength embedded in a matrix of her history and decisions, with layers of cambium fashioned of lignin and cellulose seeping into beads she rolls between thumb and finger. The contrast is the dark pistol someone laid outside the suitcase sanded smoother than a threat. ** Author's Note: Some of Abid's suitcases online don't have the weapon included. Her carvings are amazing. Instructions from My Mother Safety first. Keep your fingers from the edge. Be sure to use the insulated trivet beneath the iron as it heats or you’ll scorch the ironing board cover. It’s a joke nowadays, “Who does ironing anymore?” But when I reach for a tablecloth scrunched in a drawer I sometimes want to iron creases out. When sprucing up my office, I find curtains at IKEA. I think the fold lines will come out as the fabric hangs. Many months later and still sometimes I think I’ll fetch the ironing board from upstairs, slide the flowing white fabric from the rod, dampen it and iron out the wrinkles. It would be easy, if I’d only take the time. Ironing used to be a household rite of passage, women’s work, like darning socks or hemming dresses. My mother knew to meld the household arts of ironing and mending. When she went to work full time, Mom taught me to sprinkle water and iron each part of a shirt: the front, the side with buttons, the side with buttonholes, sleeves with the knife crease, the cuffs, the back. And finally, to finish with a pucker-free collar. Mom said a smooth line across the shoulder back could make up for many imperfections. I can’t believe I’m writing about ironing, but by God, this was something in life a woman could make go smoothly. My modern appliance emits wet steam at the tap of a button. But occasionally I plug in my mother’s old iron with the woven cord for little jobs that only need, as she would say, “a lick and a promise.” It’s the art of display. Women’s work: to make the ordinary beautiful. * "Istri" refers to smoothing iron in Pakistan, and woman/wife in India
Household Adages I am a modern woman. I do my best to iron out life’s wrinkles. Perhaps only yesterday, a vibrant CEO mixed her metaphors and said, “The contract’s ready. The ball is in their court. Now it’s just ironing out the details.” Everyone knows to do a job well and get it done pronto, for we’re all pressed for time. Mary Ellen Talley Mary Ellen Talley’s poems have appeared in many journals including Louisville Review, Deep Wild, and Trampoline as well as in multiple anthologies. Her chapbooks are: Postcards from the Lilac City, from Finishing Line Press, Taking Leave from Kelsay Books, and Infusion online at Red Wolf Journal. She resides in Seattle, WA and worked for many years as a school-based speech/language pathologist (SLP.) Her website is www.maryellentalley.com. |
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