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The Table All the pleasures of the table, spread out on a white linen cloth: one hard roll nestled in a napkin, smear of butter on a plate, grapes in a wicker pannier, pyramid of lemons in a woven basket. And Marthe, Bonnard’s wife, in the corner, her faced turned in shadow. Each object is bathed in radiant light. It’s momentary, this snatched capture of food, wine, sunlight, beloved partner, but doesn’t the transience add to the pleasure? Looming behind her, the dark blue door of the future, where all of this has vanished. . . . . ** This was first published at Pensive. L'Amandier en Fleurs Every spring, it forces me to paint it, Bonnard said, and in this last version, one week before he died, the subject fills the entire frame. There is no ambiguity or irony; it’s the glory of this particular almond tree and his delight in it. Which is how I feel about my little orchard, the one my husband planted before went into the light: two apple trees, two pears, two cherries (both sweet and tart), two plums. When they blossom, the hillside turns into a froth of surf, a mid-winter blizzard, a billowing tulle gown. When the bloom is over, petals rain down, pink and white, spent confetti after the party is over. And then, so slowly it’s imperceptible, the branches fill with fruit. On the canvas, Bonnard’s surfaces tremble; everything is in a sort of flux. As am I, selling this home of forty-five years, dismantling this life we built together, diminishing down to a small apartment. It’s only stuff, I keep telling myself. But the yard and garden-- how I hope the new owners will love it as much as we did, won’t chop down the trees for easier mowing, won’t let the perennial beds return to grass. In Bonnard’s painting, dots of titanium white, cadmium yellow, cerulean blue become a dazzle of blossoms, exploding to fill the canvas, one tiny glimpse of what heaven might be like. . . . ** Barbara Crooker This was first published in The Paterson Poetry Review. Barbara Crooker is author of twelve chapbooks and ten full-length books of poetry, including Some Glad Morning, Pitt Poetry Series, University of Pittsburgh Poetry Press, longlisted for the Julie Suk award from Jacar Press, The Book of Kells, which won the Best Poetry Book of 2019 Award from Poetry by the Sea, and Slow Wreckage (Grayson Books, 2024). Her other awards include: Grammy Spoken Word Finalist, the WB Yeats Society of New York Award, the Thomas Merton Poetry of the Sacred Award, and three Pennsylvania Council fellowships in literature. Her work appears in literary journals and anthologies, including The Bedford Introduction to Literature. www.barbaracrooker.com
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10/20/2025 11:54:04 am
These made me tear up the first time I read them, and again today.
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