A French Highway if there was a beginning or an end it has been obliterated only one thought exists as monotonous as a hymn as heavy as sodden boots myopic as the miniaturist’s brush it drips from the edges of greatcoats stinks like shite from a horse’s arse you can see the way it repeats itself over and over stubbornly refuses to change the subject the best a man can do is avert his eyes from the clouds’ sunken ribs concentrate not on nouns but conjunctions the task of getting to the next and Salient at Dawn Its isolated colours are surreal as flowers: the forget-me-nots that bloom in cavities of broken teeth; the pale creep of lavender that pools around the still heart. Even the jaundiced skin is pin-pricked with yellow stars, sparkling like shrapnel in the emptied dawn, so that each embittered scar speaks of beauty beaten-down, its trampled jaw graced with a rosy bruise. While, above it all, in the sky’s abandoned skull, a clutch of pale gold irises sifts this slough of memories, turns its sunken face from hell. The Waiting I prone on a broken door on white snow the man in the blue balaclava lets tomorrow pass II a Gewehr 98 or perhaps a Mauser slung on his back, polished brass helmet swinging from his pack, killer of a killer III grey-shawled and sombre-eyed he and a red-cloaked soldier step quietly through the underworld IV faceless, almost, under his cap V this one, lips pressed tight, bites down the unbidden sounds. he has the darkest eyes VI the flat priestly face of a chaplain, clenching his cape clinging to his vestments VII this short one has a dirty look about him scarf dulled with blood. his eyes drill the snow try to bring up what is gone VIII a poet (maybe) uses his rifle like a crozier composes an ashen refrain the word prayer assumes too much VIIII here then is the hero the world wants the indispensable sniper’s eye he will also lend you his spare fork X standing by this one’s slim waist and flushed face could be taken for a woman’s knows all too well the pity Field of Passchendaele If we could peer from our sanctified gallery Into his charcoal features And if he bestowed on us a last Garbled utterance Asked us to get rid of all this gore and grey Paint in some greenery Turn him into a simple farm boy Dozing in the straw If he should warn us gently, but sternly That this is no place for loafers That the world did not hold its fire for lovers Who slipped off into the woods We might pity his ramblings, tell him That, soon, the horses will be back with the plough Or else find out his name and rank Trace his kin and home, and make a story of his bones Then he’ll remind us that he is only an outline A perspective, frozen in time And we’ll nod, comment on the use of tone And light, and move quietly on Cemetery Etaples There are no guns now, only an echoing thud, the memory of it growing distant, the way thunder retreats with the rain. A thin train bisects the landscape, leaving its hang of smoke in the air like a soldier’s last cigarette, the half-smoked end still glowing somewhere, like the end of everything. On cue, the women come, the small thud of their feet like an epilogue through sulphur-ridden air, scarves bandaged round their heads, their distant eyes and figures as hushed as the brown-grey landscape, still shedding its futility of mud and rain. Women tending the graves, whose only memory is rain, crude graves without a flattery of white marble to mark their end, honest graves, that do not rise monumental from the landscape but are merged in it, each plain brown cross like the thud of hail on a forest floor, on mud barely dried, the distant shapeless rows disappearing into air that cannot yet bear the weight of life, a splintered air made of debris, unprepared for their forgiving rain, unable to bear the presence of these women and the distant greenness, how it crawls across the horizon’s end, inches through No Man’s Land, muffling each dismembered thud. The women pour their care on graves not yet tarnished by a landscape that makes manicure of slaughter. No, this landscape is all brown death, no green neatness to disguise the sorry air of innocence. Here and there, a wreath breaks the monotony like a thud, and a woman kneels. Others are talking of the break in the rain, of the stew prepared on Sunday and where to get a fresh end of meat, and how the épicerie has run out of stockings, and of the distant days yet to come, and how she will cope – eyes grown distant – how will she cope amidst the unthinkable, in a landscape filled with row upon soft row of bones, now that the war is at an end and there is nothing left to fight for? Or perhaps she doesn’t trouble the air at all with thoughts of what to tell the children, of rain- splattered ink on muddy pages, or questions that drop with a soft thud thud in the dead of night. In time all will grow distant, and she will not know if she is freer or happier. The landscape will keep its silence, as though peace was a dream, not the promised end. Tracy Patrick Tracy Patrick is from Paisley, Scotland. She has been vegan for twenty plus years. Her interests include wildlife gardening, growing her own veg, and finding creative solutions to sustainable living. She is the support animal to one cat, Eliot. She was a VAD nurse, peace campaigner and munition worker in the Britannia Panopticon Music Hall's World War One Centenary shows in Glasgow. It is the oldest surviving music hall in the world. These poems have previously been published in Painting San Romano (earth love press 2022). The copyright of these images belongs to Imperial War Museum, London. Noncommercial educational use is permitted.
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3/10/2023 05:21:18 am
Thank you Ekphrastic Review for publishing these poems and artwork together. It looks wonderful and I'm absolutely delighted.
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David Belcher
3/11/2023 04:00:42 am
So many lines stand out. Written with great delicacy.
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