Light at Two Lights and Cape Cod Evening as if the light, always less than it should be on that white lighthouse in winter, or those green- blue trees at the forest edge, her hands folded at the recurring argument's inevitable impasse, Drugstore or on the sidewalk outside that dull drugstore flat and lonely covered by a gray-green tedium The Sheridan Theatre as if the light, drowsing over that dim theatre balcony like an orange malaise where she peers down from the rail he’s gone for some candy from the girl at the counter will he return? Or does he exist? The Bootlegger or bleaching air on a windy shore where someone waits with the cold unlit house behind her for the white boat riding the rough trough of twilight is he sullen, and unconcerned of returning? Sunlight on Brownstones or one sits and one stands on the stoop of the brownstone at sunset or dawn does it matter which? as if the light was a strange dawn or alien sunset they see for the first time with vacant features, and always the eyes of darkness, as if the light, weary of its own gaze, gave up itself to a weariness it had no business having, glaring over uselessness from strokes of the brush, imperceptible on walls, shadows and aches, intangible as thought and desire, as if the light was from a distant dying fire. The City as if the light, never more than it could be on that building, gray and blue, companions dressed in yellow-gray or gray-white or red brick, somber as if someone died and we are made aware we are the voyeurs here and stand above the empty street below, as if the light, losing vital essence and no one there to validate its presence, only those on the empty street below, Chop Suey as if the light, not withering or growing, in a kind of stasis a blue and yellow wall the lower part of a restaurant sign, red, unlit, inert under pallid rays streaming through unshaded glass diviner of motives and meaning and forms suggestions of hands and the angles of arms she sits with her eyes of darkness wondering what it was she could have done to halt the inevitable impasse the other from across the white sunlit table looks at her and trying to console, speaks the words she thinks the other needs there is a moment’s pause the other’s inward glance while vestiges of sunlight in response presage a sad and slow unfolding, saying, come with me, no use in going home Hotel by a Railroad as if the light, defeated by a drab white slab of stone the response to his attempt at glibness yields the sound of a drab white page turned by her aging fingers, whose fingers are these? she asks, were those my hands that held the brownstone rail as he leans beside me somewhere far away? I try to reach, but never really touch him, never really hold him, as if he ever wanted to be held and now he leans in some imaginary solitude and this grim episode holds them both in a way they always feared they would be held, reading and staring, tired of the years of impasse, as if the light, escaping through the doors of twilight, slipping out of upraised hand and downturned eyes Room in Brooklyn
as if the light, in this most dreadful place a rocking chair beside a window, looking out on all and nothing, does she stare down at the street or at the tops of the buildings? no one hears the beating of her heart, a tiny sound in that high room and could her eyes be closed by the ache of a dream she knows descends when she turns in her chair to face the order that keeps her secure? looking on nothing and all, as if the light, like the shadow of which she is made transfixed by the light of the world without a connection and only by a terrible kind of inertia held back from the fall, by the stroke of a brush forever holding her there, as if the light Michael Harmon The work of Michael Harmon has appeared in The Raintown Review, The Adirondack Review, North American Review, and several other publications. He has a degree in English Literature from Long Island University and one in Computer Information Systems from Arizona State University. He resides in Scottsdale, Arizona, near my three sons.
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